I am back now, and I am here to stay (I think, no promises) because this is the only way I journal. I have basically missed journaling almost an entire year of Hudson's life. And I missed the first 3 months of Zoe's, 3 months I can sorta recall, 11 months not so much.
This time it's gonna be different for me though. I will not hesitate to blog about the good and the bad, because what I'm looking for is honesty from other people who are experiencing the same things I am, and I don't think I'm the only one out there who is searching for that, so that is what I will strive to do. And, no my life is not always sunshine and butterflies, but sometimes it is. I may start another blog for my random rantings, and keep this one strictly for journaling about the bright shiney moments, I'll just have to see how it goes.
And perhaps this is all just the rambling of a sleep deprived insomniac.